I remember I was walking by myself in the downtown.As usual the weather was quite windy. Many people were having fun.It was on Saturday maybe. I was in the crowd, watching a Christmas Parade...Then started to walk... I was looking around, trying to relax and feel good for a moment...then I noticed that on the other side of the street there is Tim Hortons coffee shop. I went there...bought one cup of coffee and went out. The hot coffee burned my lips, but I enjoyed it, because it was so cold outside...As I was walking down the street, I didn't notice people, just me, my thoughts and the cup of the coffee by drinking slowly and enjoying every sip.For a moment all my worries just gone away... The downtown, all the lights of Christmas seemed so wonderful that I didn't want to go home... I walked to the Lake and felt like I'm not running like others, it wasn't a race for me. Everyone was running...running to the malls, to their homes, they had some work to do, they had meetings and all of that daily-stuff, but not me... Nobody was waiting for me to go somewhere... And I... I just felt relaxed for a while...looked at the lake and smiled. Then when the coffee was finished, I dropped the cup into a garbage can. I went to subway, then took the bus and when I was standing on the threshold the happiness was still there, I opened the door, turned on the lights, took of my coat and sat down on the sofa, the same unhappy-empty feelings which where in me, before drinking the coffee, came again and just didn't let me relax... That day I went to sleep early. I liked my soft pillow, because every time my pillow takes my worries and thoughts away, my pillow drops the heavy-worried-weight off my chest, so it did same on that day...Next day I woke up, went to school...then visited to Tim Hortons for a new hot-relaxing cup of coffee...I hope that tomorrow I will do same thing and feel happy...
